Sunday 9 August 2015

Am I crazy, or is this crazy? grand trine kite


I have only gotten into astrology over the last month or so after a series of events led me to meet some people and come to some conclusions. I started out just reading my horoscope on a couple mainstream pages, and eventually, after the accuracy started to freak me out a little, i started to delve into my natal chart and learning about transits… i quickly became pretty obsessed. Throughout the last couple of weeks I have begun to really figure myself out, which is something… well, i’ve been a mess, for a very, very long time.

This year has been extreme for me, I’ve had more happen this year than all of the years put together, and while I have had empathic/intuitive tendencies leading up to now, i’ve been feeling very psychic, as well as having empathy levels that are through the roof and almost to the point that i can’t discern what is me and what is the people around me. In the past i would just pass out in crowds due to anxiety. I think i have a clearer understanding of why this is happening,. .. .

the word that i have used the most in journalling throughout the years has been “conflicted.”

Does this seem right? lol.

I’ve read that the kite is a rarity, and that multiple grand trines are pretty weird. If i’m correct in my analysis, I have 5 grand trines if you include my ascendant, made up of these groupings:

Moon-Venus-Mars
Moon-Mars-Pluto
Moon-Jupiter-Pluto
Moon-Venus-Jupiter
Moon-Pluto-Ascendant

And then the Moon opposition to Neptune makes it a kite?

From what I have been reading, this seems like I would be a pretty emotional, intuitive person. I’d say those are two of my most fierce qualities. I assume that a lot of my inner turmoil is coming from being so heavily lunar while having roots in fire. I am explosive and up and down. I have described my mental state over the years as feeling as if i was being “pulled” in all different directions.

I guess i don’t really know what to ask. I am still learning as I go. I haven’t been able to sit down and draw a complete conclusion of the meaning of all of these things. I don’t have the money to pay someone right now for a full analysis of my chart. I want to learn everything I can about astrology. I would appreciate any and all input on this. Am I right so far? Do you have other insights? I love you if you help me. (I love you if you don’t too, clearly.)

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